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John Emil List (September 17, 1925 – March 21, 2008) was an American
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and long-time
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. On November 9, 1971, he killed his wife, mother, and three children at their home in
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, and then disappeared. He had planned the murders so meticulously that nearly a month passed before anyone suspected that anything was amiss. List assumed a new identity, remarried, and eluded justice for nearly 18 years. He was finally apprehended in
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on June 1, 1989, after the story of his murders was broadcast on the television program ''
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''. After
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to
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, he was
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on five counts of
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and
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to five consecutive terms of
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, making him ineligible for
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for nearly 75 years. List gave critical financial problems, as well as his perception that his family members were straying from their religious faith, as his motivations for the murders. He believed that killing them would assure their souls a place in
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, where he hoped to eventually join them. List ended up dying in prison in 2008, at the age of 82.


Early life and education

Born in
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, List was the only child of
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parents John Frederick List (1859–1944) and Alma Barbara Florence List (1887–1971). Like his father, List was a devout
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and a
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teacher. List graduated from Bay City Central High School in 1943. That same year, he enlisted in the United States Army and served as a
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during
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. His father died in 1944. After List was discharged in 1946, he enrolled at the
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in
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, where he earned a
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in
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and a
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in
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, and was commissioned a
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through
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.


Military service and civilian career

In November 1950, as the
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escalated, List was recalled to active military service. At
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in
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, he met Helen Morris Taylor, the
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of an infantry officer
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in
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, who lived nearby with her daughter, Brenda. John and Helen married on December 1, 1951, in
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,
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, and the family moved to
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. The Army, recognizing List's accounting skills, reassigned him to the
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. After completion of his second tour in 1952, List worked for an accounting firm in
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, and then as an
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supervisor at a paper company in
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, where his three children were born. By 1959, List had risen to general supervisor of the company's accounting department; but Helen, an
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, had become increasingly unstable due to
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she had contracted from her first husband, which she did not disclose to List before their marriage. In 1960, his stepdaughter Brenda married and left the household, and List moved with the remainder of his family to
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, to take a job with
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. There, he eventually became director of accounting services. In 1965, List accepted a position as vice president and
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at a bank in
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, and moved with his wife, children, and mother into Breeze Knoll, a 19-room
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mansion, located at 431 Hillside Avenue in
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.


Murders

On November 9, 1971, List
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his mother, wife, and three children, using his
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Steyr 1912 semi-automatic handgun and his father's Colt .22 calibre
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. While his children were at school, he shot his wife, Helen, 47, in the back of the head, then his mother Alma, 84, above the left eye. As his daughter Patricia, 16, and younger son Frederick, 13, arrived home from school, List shot each of them in the back of the head. After making himself lunch, List drove to his bank to close his and his mother's bank accounts, then to Westfield High School to watch his elder son John Frederick, 15, play in a
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game. After driving John Frederick home, List shot him repeatedly because, as misfire evidence showed, his son attempted to defend himself. List placed the bodies of his wife and children on sleeping bags in the mansion's ballroom. He left his mother's body in her apartment in the attic. In a five-page letter to his
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found on the desk in his study, List claimed that he saw too much evil in the world, and he had killed his mother, wife, and three children to save their souls. He then cleaned the various crime scenes, removed his picture from all family photographs in the house, tuned a radio to a religious station, and departed. The murders were not discovered until December 7, nearly a month later, partly because of the family's reclusive tendencies and also due to notes List sent to the children's schools and part-time jobs claiming that the children would be visiting their ailing maternal grandmother in
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for a few weeks. Helen's mother was ill and had cancelled a visit to Westfield because of it; had she made the trip, List later said, she would have been his sixth victim. List also stopped milk, mail, and
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deliveries. Neighbors noticed that all of the mansion's rooms were illuminated day and night with no apparent activity within the house. After light bulbs began burning out one by one, they called the police. Officers entered through an unlocked window leading to the basement and discovered the family's bodies. Westfield, which had few violent crimes recorded since 1963, received national attention as the site of one of the most notorious
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in New Jersey since the kidnapping and murder of Charles Lindbergh Jr. A nationwide
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was launched. Police investigated hundreds of leads without success. All reliable photographs of List had been destroyed. The family car (a green 1963
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sedan) was found parked at John F. Kennedy Airport in
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, but police found no evidence that List had boarded a flight. Alma's body was flown to
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, and interred at the Saint Lorenz Lutheran Cemetery. Helen and her three children were buried at Fairview Cemetery in Westfield. Breeze Knoll remained empty until it was destroyed by fire in August 1972, nine months after the murders. Although the destruction was officially ruled
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, it remains unsolved with no suspects. Destroyed along with the home was the ballroom's
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skylight, rumored to be a signed Tiffany original, worth at least $100,000 at the time (). A new house was built on the site in 1974.


Relocation, arrest, and trial

In 1971, as the
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later discovered, List had traveled by train from New Jersey first to Michigan, then to
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. He settled in
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in early 1972 and took an accounting job under the name Robert Peter "Bob" Clark, one of his college classmates (although the real Bob Clark later stated that he had never known List). From 1979 to 1986, he was the comptroller at a paper box manufacturer outside Denver. He joined a Lutheran congregation and ran a car pool for church members without transport. At one religious gathering, he met an Army PX clerk named Delores Miller and they were married in 1985. In February 1988, the couple moved to a house in the Brandermill neighborhood of
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, where List, still using the name Bob Clark, resumed work as an accountant at a small accounting firm, Maddrea, Joyner, Kirkham & Woody. In 1972, List was proposed as a suspect in the D. B. Cooper air piracy case because of the timing of his disappearance (two weeks prior to the airline hijacking), multiple matches to the hijacker's description, and the reasoning that "a fugitive accused of mass murder has nothing to lose." List was questioned by FBI investigators after his capture, but he denied any involvement in the Cooper case. While his name is still occasionally mentioned in Cooper articles and documentaries, no direct evidence implicates him, and the FBI no longer considers him a suspect. In May 1989, after 17 years, 6 months, and 23 days, the crime was recounted on the
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television program ''
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'' during its first year on the air. The segment featured an age-progressed clay bust, sculpted by
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artist Frank Bender, which turned out to bear a close resemblance to List's actual appearance. On June 1, less than two weeks after the broadcast, List was arrested at a
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accounting firm after a Denver neighbor recognized the description and alerted authorities. List continued to stand by his alias for several months, even after his 1989
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to
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; finally, faced with irrefutable evidenceincluding a
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match with List's military records, as well as evidence found at the crime scenehe confessed his true identity on February 16, 1990. At trial, List testified that his financial difficulties reached crisis level in 1971 when he was
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with the closure of the Jersey City bank. To avoid sharing this humiliating development with his family, List engaged in the same routine and dress as when employed, leaving home each morning on schedule and spending the day at job interviews or at the Westfield train station, reading newspapers until it was time to come home. List diverted money from his mother's bank accounts to avoid default on his
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. As the year progressed, the family's financial problems became more strained; List encouraged his children to seek part-time work, ostensibly to teach them maturity and responsibility, but in actuality to help keep the family financially solvent. He was also dealing with his wife's
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and her untreated
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, contracted from her first husband and concealed for 18 years. According to trial testimony, Helen had pressured List into marriage by falsely claiming that she was pregnant, then insisted that they marry in
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, which did not require the premarital syphilis test mandated in most other states at the time. Though her health progressively deteriorated, she said nothing to List or her physicians until 1969, when a thorough examination revealed the condition. By then, progression of the disease combined with her excessive alcohol consumption had, according to testimony, "transformed her nto.. an unkempt and paranoid
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" who frequentlyand often publiclyhumiliated List, comparing his sexual prowess unfavorably with that of her first husband. A court-appointed
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testified that List suffered from obsessive-compulsive personality disorder and that he saw only two solutions to his situation: accept
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, or kill his family and send their souls to
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. Welfare was an unacceptable option, he reasoned, because it would expose him and his family to ridicule and violate his
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father's teachings regarding the care and protection of family members. On April 12, 1990, List was convicted of five counts of
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. At his sentencing hearing, he denied direct responsibility for his actions: "I feel that because of my mental state at the time, I was unaccountable for what happened. I ask all affected by this for their forgiveness, understanding and prayer." The judge was unpersuaded: "John Emil List is without remorse and without honor," he said. "After 18 years, five months and 22 days, it is now time for the voices of Helen, Alma, Patricia, Frederick and John F. List to rise from the grave." He imposed a sentence of five terms of
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, to be served consecutively, the maximum permissible penalty at the time. List filed an
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of his convictions on grounds that his judgment had been impaired by
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due to his military service. He also argued that the letter he left behind at the crime scene, essentially his confession, was a confidential communication to his pastor and therefore inadmissible as evidence. A federal appeals court rejected both arguments. List eventually expressed a degree of remorse for his crimes. "I wish I had never done what I did," he told
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in 2002. "I've regretted my action and prayed for forgiveness ever since." When asked why he had not taken his own life, he said he believed that
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would have prevented him from going to heaven, where he hoped to be reunited with his family.


Death

List died of complications from
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aged 82 on March 21, 2008, while imprisoned at St. Francis Medical Center in
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. In reporting his death, the New Jersey ''
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'' referred to him as "The Boogeyman of Westfield."


Television, film, and pop culture

Over the years, List and his crimes have furnished inspiration for documentaries, television dramas and feature films. Examples include "Savior", season 6, episode 16 of the television series ''
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''; the 1987 film '' The Stepfather'' and its 2009 remake; the 1993 film '' Judgment Day: The John List Story'', in which List was portrayed by Robert Blake; and the character
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in the 1995 film ''
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''.''The Usual Suspects'' DVD commentary featuring
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and
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In 2008, John Walsh, the host of ''America's Most Wanted'', donated the age-progressed bust by Frank Bender that played a pivotal role in List's apprehension to a forensic science exhibition at the National Museum of Crime & Punishment in
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, whose collection was later moved to Alcatraz East Crime Museum in
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. A 1996 episode of the series ''
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'' discussed the List murders. A 2003 episode of the A&E series ''
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'' also detailed the case and featured an interview with List. In 2015, the story was covered in the season 2, episode 2 of the
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TV series ''
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''. The episode, "Murder House", premiered on November 18, 2015. The movie ''A Killer Next Door'', based on the events that led to the capture of John List, was released in July 2020. In 2022, NJ Advance Media released ''Father Wants Us Dead'', a podcast serial on the events. Also in 2022,
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released a seven-part dramatic fictional miniseries called '' The Watcher''. Although it is a work of fiction based on a real article, much of the character John Graff was borrowed from the story of the John List murders.Nolfi, Joey (2022-10-14)
"The Watcher's Grisly John Graff Murder Sequence Is Based on True Story of a Family Massacre."
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The character of John Graff, played by
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, was identical to John List in several ways, such as his being an accountant, attending a Lutheran church, and murdering his family members and live-in mother, along with leaving music playing in the house and planning an alibi that would cause the bodies to remain undiscovered for several weeks.


See also

* Dupont de Ligonnès murders and disappearance *
Robert William Fisher Robert William Fisher (born April 13, 1961) is an American fugitive wanted for allegedly killing his family and blowing up the house in which they lived in Scottsdale, Arizona, on April 10, 2001. Fisher served in the United States Navy and late ...
* Bradford Bishop


References


Further reading

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External links


Transcript
of the five-page letter penned by List to his pastor following the murders of his family
Newspaper articles on John List


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