"If I Am" is a single by the American

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. The song was the second single from Nine Days' 2000 album, ''

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''. "If I Am" was a follow-up to their first single, " Absolutely (Story of a Girl)". The song was written by the band's vocalist, John Hampson.

Song meaning

In September 2000, Nine Days guitarist explained the meaning of "If I Am" in an interview with

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is about having patience...It's about two people in a relationship and one person wants all these things, like marriage, commitment, the whole nine yards. And the other person is kind of saying, 'Just have some patience. It will all come, but I can't do this right now. Just wait for me,' you know....Basically it's
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..and the one person is saying, 'Just wait for me. I will be there and we will have all of this, but just have the patience."

Music video

The single's

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, which was directed by

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director Ulf Buddensieck, was filmed in September 2000.

Chart performance

References

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