Emanuel Xavier (born May 3, 1970), is an American poet,
spoken word
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artist, author, editor, screenwriter, and
LGBTQ
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activist born and raised in the
Bushwick
Bushwick is a neighborhood in the northern part of the New York City borough of Brooklyn. It is bounded by the neighborhood of Ridgewood, Queens, to the northeast; Williamsburg to the northwest; the cemeteries of Highland Park to the southe ...
area of Brooklyn. Associated with the
East Village, Manhattan
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arts scene in New York City, he emerged from the
ball culture
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scene to become one of the first openly gay poets from the
Nuyorican movement as a successful writer and advocate for gay youth programs and Latino gay literature.
Early years
Born Emanuel Xavier Granja in Brooklyn, New York to an Ecuadorian mother, Xavier's father abandoned them after finding out she was pregnant.
He was raised by his mother and her live-in boyfriend, who was separated from his wife but remained married throughout the years. He was never told anything about his real father. As a child, Xavier was the victim of
child sexual abuse
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by a relative.
He grew up in Bushwick in the 1970s, at a time when it was mostly an immigrant community made up of Puerto Ricans, blacks and some Italians. He was bused during a time to a mostly white elementary school in Queens where he experienced racism. At age 16, he came out to his mother and her live-in boyfriend and was kicked out for being gay. He survived the streets as an underage male prostitute
[ at the ]Christopher Street
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It is most notable for the Stonewall Inn, which is located on Christopher St ...
West Side Highway piers and became involved with the House of Xtravaganza and the 1980s ball scene. It was during this time that he befriended many notable members of the trans world and ball community, many of whom were featured in the documentary '' Paris Is Burning''. After returning home under strict new rules, he graduated Grover Cleveland High School (Queens) and then attended St. John's University for several years, dropping out after receiving his associate's degree in communications. He moved to the West Village and became a drug dealer at New York City gay nightclubs. Xavier later worked at A Different Light (bookstore). He has said that he viewed poetry as an "outlet to unleash pain and anger".
Professional career
In the mid-90s, he helped introduce spoken word poetry to the LGBTQ+ community by staging successful monthly events, "Realness & Rhythms", in the basement of A Different Light (bookstore) in NYC.
He self-published the poetry chapbook, ''Pier Queen'' in 1997. "In the same era (as Tongues Untied by Marlon Riggs
Marlon Troy Riggs (February 3, 1957 – April 5, 1994) was a Black gay filmmaker, educator, poet, and activist. He produced, wrote, and directed several documentary films, including '' Ethnic Notions'', '' Tongues Untied'', '' Color Adjustment'' ...
), we got Emanuel Xavier's exceptional Pier Queen, a book of poetry by a queer Latinx author that overlaps thematically and in tone."
With the help of Willi Ninja in 1998, he created the House of Xavier and the Glam Slam, an annual downtown arts event staged at the Nuyorican Poets Cafe
Nuyorican is a portmanteau word blending "New York" (or "Nueva York" in Spanish) and "Puerto Rican," referring to Puerto Rican migration to New York City, Puerto Ricans located in or around New York City, their culture, or their descendants (es ...
(and later at the Bowery Poetry Club
The Bowery Poetry Club is a New York City poetry performance space founded by Bob Holman in 2002.Aptowicz, Cristin O'Keefe. (2008). ''Words in Your Face: A Guided Tour Through Twenty Years of the New York City Poetry Slam.'' Chapter 26: What the ...
). The House of Xavier and House of Xtravaganza collaborated to stage other more traditional ball events.
Painted Leaf Press, a now defunct independent publishing company, published Xavier's autofiction
Autofiction is, in literary criticism, a form of fictionalized autobiography. Definition
In autofiction, an author may decide to recount their life in the Third-person narrative, third person, to modify significant details and characters, use in ...
novel ''Christ Like'' in 1999. Despite a limited press run, the novel was nominated for a Lambda Literary Award
Lambda Literary Awards, also known as the "Lammys", are awarded yearly by Lambda Literary Foundation, Lambda Literary to recognize the crucial role LGBTQ+ writers play in shaping the world. The Lammys celebrate the very best in LGBTQ+ literatur ...
in the Small Press category. It was later reprinted in 2009 by Rebel Satori Press as a revised ten-year-anniversary edition.
After 9/11, Xavier helped create Words to Comfort, a poetry benefit held at the New School. His poem "September Song" was included as part of the initial National September 11 Memorial & Museum
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website and later appeared in his 2002 poetry collection ''Americano.''
In 2002, Xavier hosted the 14th annual Lambda Literary Awards
Lambda Literary Awards, also known as the "Lammys", are awarded yearly by Lambda Literary Foundation, Lambda Literary to recognize the crucial role LGBTQ+ writers play in shaping the world. The Lammys celebrate the very best in LGBTQ+ literatur ...
ceremony at the Tribeca Rooftop on DesBrosses Street in Tribeca. He was quoted as saying "The gay agenda is not necessarily part of the hip-hop movement. The only Simmons that may ever feature me is Richard, not Russell."
This led to his invitation to feature twice on ''Russell Simmons
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Presents Def Poetry
''Russell Simmons presents Def Poetry'', better known as simply ''Def Poetry Jam'' or ''Def Poetry'', was a spoken word poetry television series hosted by Mos Def and airing on HBO between 2002 and 2007. The series features performances by estab ...
''. He also hosted '' In The Life'' with Laverne Cox
Laverne Cox (born May 29, 1972) is an American actress and LGBTQ advocate. She rose to prominence with her role as Sophia Burset on the Netflix series '' Orange Is the New Black'', becoming the first transgender person to be nominated for a ...
. He appeared in the Wolfgang Busch
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documentary '' How Do I Look'' and co-starred in the feature film '' The Ski Trip''.
Xavier edited the anthology ''Bullets & Butterflies: Queer Spoken Word Poetry'' in 2005, earning him a second Lambda Literary Award
Lambda Literary Awards, also known as the "Lammys", are awarded yearly by Lambda Literary Foundation, Lambda Literary to recognize the crucial role LGBTQ+ writers play in shaping the world. The Lammys celebrate the very best in LGBTQ+ literatur ...
nomination in the Anthologies category. A few years later, in 2008, he edited the anthology ''Mariposas: A Modern Anthology of Queer Latino Poetry''.
El Museo del Barrio staged a choreographed dance presentation based on his spoken word album ''Legendary'' in 2010.
''If Jesus Were Gay'' was the third full length poetry collection by Emanuel Xavier first published in 2010. The publication of this book was controversial because of a traditional Jesus on the cover and graphic gay sex inside.
He published his poetry collection ''Nefarious'' in 2013.
Xavier was selected as a featured speaker for TEDx Bushwick on March 21, 2015.
He also filmed for a documentary from Spain which included poets from around the world (Iceland, Jordan, Palestine). An excerpt of the documentary was released as the short film ''Americano''. He also helped organize the first After Sunset: Poetry Walk at The High Line
The High Line is a elevated linear park, greenway, and rail trail created on a former New York Central Railroad spur on the West Side of Manhattan in New York City. The High Line's design is a collaboration between James Corner Field Op ...
with The Academy of American Poets
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. In 2016, he published ''Radiance.'' Later, in 2024, the title poem from this book would be selected as a poem-of-the-week by The Best American Poetry blog site.
For the 50th anniversary of the Stonewall Inn riots, Xavier was part of the Stonewall Inn Gives Back Initiative in 2019. Other participants included Amanda Lepore
Amanda Lepore is an American transgender model, singer, and performance artist. A former Club Kids, Club Kid, she has appeared in advertising for numerous companies. Lepore is noted as a regular subject in photographer David LaChapelle's work, s ...
, Dionne Warwick
Marie Dionne Warwick ( ; born Marie Dionne Warrick; December 12, 1940) is an American singer, actress, and television host. During her career, Warwick has won many awards, including six Grammy Awards. She has been inducted into the Hollywood Wa ...
, Kate Bornstein
Katherine Vandam Bornstein (born March 15, 1948) is an American author, playwright, performance artist, actor, and gender theorist. In 1986, Bornstein started identifying as gender non-conforming and has stated "I don't call myself a woman, I ...
, Lea DeLaria
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, Michael Musto, Michael Urie
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and Nico Tortorella.
He works for Penguin Random House
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and founded The Penguin Random House LGBTQ Network in 2011, where he originally served as chair of the group.
''Selected Poems of Emanuel Xavier'', a curated career-spanning collection of his poetry was published in 2021.
In 2022, he joined the Board of The Publishing Triangle
The Publishing Triangle, founded in 1988 by Robin Hardy, is an American association of gay men and lesbians in the publishing industry. They sponsor an annual National Lesbian and Gay Book Month, and have sponsored the annual Triangle Awards prog ...
.
In 2023, he hosted The 35th Annual Publishing Triangle Awards and announced a new book, ''Love(ly) Child'', for Fall 2023. That same year, one of his poems, "Old Pro" was published in Poetry (magazine)
''Poetry'' (founded as ''Poetry: A Magazine of Verse'') has been published in Chicago since 1912. It is one of the leading monthly poetry journals in the English-speaking world. Founded by poet and arts columnist Harriet Monroe, who built it int ...
for the first time. The book would earn him his third Lambda Literary Award
Lambda Literary Awards, also known as the "Lammys", are awarded yearly by Lambda Literary Foundation, Lambda Literary to recognize the crucial role LGBTQ+ writers play in shaping the world. The Lammys celebrate the very best in LGBTQ+ literatur ...
nomination for Gay Poetry. In 2024 and 2025, he once again hosted the Annual Publishing Triangle Awards at The New School
The New School is a Private university, private research university in New York City. It was founded in 1919 as The New School for Social Research with an original mission dedicated to academic freedom and intellectual inquiry and a home for p ...
.
He has also performed a rendition of his poem "Americano" with Grammy Awards
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nominated Latin jazz musician, Bobby Sanabria.
Emanuel Xavier appeared as part of the Geraldine R. Dodge Poetry Festival in October 2024. He announced on social media that he has completed a screenplay based on his 1999 novel, "Christ Like." It was announced that a new poetry collection was acquired to be published in 2026. He also got signed with Liza Dawson Associates as his literary agency for a memoir.
Activism
As a former homeless teen, he has staged benefits for groups such as Sylvia Rivera
Sylvia Rivera (July 2, 1951 – February 19, 2002) was an American gay liberation and transgender activism, transgender rights activist September 21, 1995. Accessed July 24, 2015. who was also a noted community worker in LGBT history in New Yo ...
's Place and Ali Forney Center. He has also been associated with ACT UP
AIDS Coalition to Unleash Power (ACT UP) is an international, grassroots political group working to end the AIDS pandemic. The group works to improve the lives of people with AIDS through direct action, medical research, treatment and advocacy, ...
's Latino Caucus, Latino Commission on AIDS
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, Men of All Colors Together/New York (MACT/NY), Marriage Equality New York (MENY), amongst other activist organizations.
PEN America
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invited him to read his poem "Americano" at the Writer's Resist rally on the steps of The New York Public Library in protest of the Trump administration in 2017. The same year, a week long exhibit was staged to celebrate the 20th anniversary of his poetry collection '' Pier Queen.''
In 2018, he was invited to share his poetry at The United Nations
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as part of The International Symposium on Cultural Diplomacy. He shared a new poem about gun control, and after criticism, he was uninvited back as a speaker.
Assault and aftermath
In October 2005, Xavier was brutally gay-bashed by a group of about 20 young men in the Bushwick
Bushwick is a neighborhood in the northern part of the New York City borough of Brooklyn. It is bounded by the neighborhood of Ridgewood, Queens, to the northeast; Williamsburg to the northwest; the cemeteries of Highland Park to the southe ...
area of Brooklyn. After the attack, Xavier was diagnosed with an acoustic neuroma, a type of brain tumor, and had surgery; the tumor was benign, but resulted in a period of partial facial paralysis. He recovered from the paralysis; however, he became deaf in his right ear In 2015, he announced on his personal website that the acoustic neuroma had returned. By year's end, he underwent successful radiosurgery.
Awards and honors
In 2010, The Equality Forum named him an LGBTQ History Month Icon.
The American Library Association
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History 19th century ...
selected Xavier's poetry collections ''If Jesus Were Gay'' and ''Nefarious'' for its Over The Rainbow Books lists for 2011 and 2015 respectively.
Four of his books have received International Latino Book Awards— ''Radiance, Selected Poems of Emanuel Xavier, Love(ly) Child'', and the anthology ''Me No Habla With Acento: Contemporary Latino Poetry''. Three of his books have also been finalists for Lambda Literary Awards
Lambda Literary Awards, also known as the "Lammys", are awarded yearly by Lambda Literary Foundation, Lambda Literary to recognize the crucial role LGBTQ+ writers play in shaping the world. The Lammys celebrate the very best in LGBTQ+ literatur ...
— the novel ''Christ Like'', the anthology ''Bullets & Butterflies: queer spoken word poetry'', and the poetry collection ''Love(ly) Child''.
He is the recipient of a Gay City Impact Award and the Marsha A. Gomez Cultural Heritage Award.
He has served as a judge for the Lambda Literary Award
Lambda Literary Awards, also known as the "Lammys", are awarded yearly by Lambda Literary Foundation, Lambda Literary to recognize the crucial role LGBTQ+ writers play in shaping the world. The Lammys celebrate the very best in LGBTQ+ literatur ...
s and as poetry judge for The 2023 Saints & Sinners LGBTQ+ Literary Festival. He was also inducted into the Saints & Sinners LGBTQ+ Literary Festival Hall of Fame in 2023.
Bibliography
;Poetry
*''Love(ly) Child'', Rebel Satori Press, 2023 (Shortlist- Lambda Literary Award- Gay Poetry and The Juan Felipe Herrera Best Poetry Book Award - One Author – English- International Latino Book Awards- Silver Medal)
*''Americano'', Rebel Satori Press, 2022 (twentieth anniversary reissue of the original 2002 edition)
*''Selected Poems of Emanuel Xavier'', Rebel Satori Press, 2021 (The Juan Felipe Herrera Best Poetry Book Award - One Author – English- International Latino Book Awards- Bronze Medal)
*''If Jesus Were Gay'', Rebel Satori Press, 2020 (tenth anniversary reissue of the original 2010 edition)
*''Radiance'', Rebel Satori Press, 2016
*''Nefarious'', Rebel Satori Press, 2013 ( International Latino Book Awards- Best Poetry Book – One Author – Bilingual- Second Place)
*''Pier Queen'', Rebel Satori Press, 2012 (official publication of a self-published chapbook from 1997)
;Fiction
*''Christ Like'', Rebel Satori Press, 2009 (Shortlist- Lambda Literary Award- Small Press)
;Edited collections
*''Mariposas: A Modern Anthology of Queer Latino Poetry'', Floricanto Press, 2008, edited by Emanuel Xavier
*''Bullets & Butterflies: queer spoken word poetry'', suspect thoughts press, 2005, edited by Emanuel Xavier (Shortlist- Lambda Literary Award- Anthology)
*''Me No Habla With Acento'', El Museo del Barrio & Rebel Satori Press, 2011, edited by Emanuel Xavier ( International Latino Book Awards- Best Poetry Book – English- Second Place)
;Anthologies featuring work
*''Queer & Catholic'', edited by Trebor Healey & Amie M. Evans, Haworth Press, 2008 (features the poems "Just Like Jesus" and "Bastard" from ''If Jesus Were Gay & other poems'')
*''Ambientes: New Queer Latino Writing'', edited by Lázaro Lima and Felice Picano, University of Wisconsin Press, 2011 (features "Dear Rodney" from ''If Jesus Were Gay & other poems'')
*''collective BRIGHTNESS: LGBTIQ Poets on Faith, Religion & Spirituality'', edited by Kevin Simmonds, Sibling Rivalry Press, 2011 (features the poem "The Omega Has Been Postponed" from ''If Jesus Were Gay & other poems'')
*''Born This Way: Real Stories of Growing Up Gay'', edited by Paul Vitagliano, Quirk Books, 2012 (features an essay)
*''For Colored Boys Who Have Considered Suicide When the Rainbow is Still Not Enough'', edited by Keith Boykin, Magnus Books, 2012 (features the essay "Mariconcito")
*''Studs'', edited by Richard Labonte, Cleis Press, 2014 (selected finalists and wrote introduction)
*''Untangling the Knot: Queer Voices on Marriage, Relationships & Identity'', edited by Carter Sickels, Ooligan Press, 2015 (essay)
*''If You Can Hear This: Poems in Protest of an American Inauguration'', edited by Bryan Borland, Sibling Rivalry Press, 2017 (features a reprint of the poem "Americano")
*''Nepantla: An Anthology Dedicated to Queer Poets of Color'', edited by Christopher Soto, Nightboat Press, 2018 (features a reprint of the poem "Step Father")
*''Latino Poetry: The Library of America Anthology'', edited by Rigoberto Gonzalez, Library of America, 2024 (features a reprint of the poem "Madre America")
*''Just YA: Short Poems, Essays, & Fiction for Grades 7-12'', edited by Sarah J. Donovan, Oklahoma State University Libraries, 2024 (features reprints for high school students)
*''Poets for Harris: A Poetry Anthology'', edited by James Morehead, Viewless Wings Press, 2024 (features the poem "For Kamala, in the Shadow of Peace")
;Misc.
*''A Tale of Two Cities: Disco Era Bushwick'', Bizarre Publishing, 2014, Meryl Meisler (features the poems "El Hair Espray" and "Legendary")
*''Purgatory & Paradise: Sassy '70s- Suburbia & The City'', Bizarre Publishing, 2015, Meryl Meisler (features the poem "Paradise")
*''Paradise Lost: Bushwick Era Disco'', Bizarre Publishing, 2021, Meryl Meisler (features the poems "Bushwick Bohemia" and "Legendary")
Discography
*''Legendary The Spoken Word Poetry of Emanuel Xavier'', ELKAT Productions, 2010
*''Legendary (The RE-Mixes)'', Hades Music, 2010
*''Sound X'', Royal Advisor Records, 2011
*''Pulse'', Nymphs & Thugs Recording Co., 2021
*''World Out There'', Supaqween Records, 2023
References
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