''Catch Me When I Fall'' (

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) is a

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novel by

Nicci French Nicci French is the pseudonym of English husband-and-wife team Nicci Gerrard (born 10 June 1958) and Sean French (born 28 May 1959), who write psychological thrillers together. Personal lives Nicci Gerrard and Sean French were married in 1990. ...

, about a woman unknowingly afflicted with

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, and how this sets her life on a spiral of self-destruction, as well as pitting her against a shadowy

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with best friend Meg, finds her perfect life deteriorating as a result of foolish actions made almost

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ly, including an

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fuelled

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and arguments with potentially dangerous men. After a mysterious stranger from one such incident begins imposing himself on her life, first through

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and then physical

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, she wonders if she really is going

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, before inadvertently causing even more trouble by losing £11,000 in a

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game. While good-natured and thoroughly empathetic, her

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husband Charlie is a procrastinator and therefore incapable of providing her with the support she needs. Only when Holly finally attempts

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does she realise that all of her problems may not be simply a result of her own foolhardiness, but the work of a devious and determined

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intent on tearing her life apart...

Critical reception

Sandy Amazeen of Monsters and Critics said "the ending is satisfying though predictable" and that "while not French's best work, overall this is an enjoyable read". The review in ''

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'' says "the muddled plot and unsympathetic heroine make this suspense thriller less satisfying than others by French". The review in ''

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'' states that the author French "performs as expected".

References

* *{{cite journal , first = Jenny, last=McLarin, title=Catch Me When I Fall , journal=

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, volume=102 , issue=4 , date=October 15, 2005 , pages=32 2005 British novels British thriller novels Novels about bipolar disorder Novels by Nicci French Michael Joseph books