The Twelve-step Suite (also known as the Twelve-step Saga or Alcoholics Anonymous Suite) is a set of five songs by American
progressive metal
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band
Dream Theater
Dream Theater is an American progressive metal band formed in 1985 in Boston, Massachusetts. The band comprises John Petrucci (guitar), John Myung (bass), Mike Portnoy (drums), James LaBrie (vocals) and Jordan Rudess (keyboards).
Dream Theat ...
. One song was featured on each Dream Theater studio album from ''
Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence
''Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence'' is the sixth studio album by American progressive metal band Dream Theater, released as a double-disc album on January 29, 2002, through Elektra Records. It is the first full-length Dream Theater album to fe ...
'' to ''
Black Clouds & Silver Linings
''Black Clouds & Silver Linings'' is the tenth studio album by American progressive metal band Dream Theater, released on June 23, 2009 through Roadrunner Records. It was the last album to feature drummer and founding member Mike Portnoy until h ...
''.
The lyrics to each song, written by the band's drummer
Mike Portnoy
Michael Stephen Portnoy (born April 20, 1967) is an American musician who is primarily known as the drummer, backing vocalist, and co-founder of the progressive metal band Dream Theater.
In September 2010, Portnoy announced his departure fro ...
, deal with his experience of
alcoholism
Alcoholism is the continued drinking of alcohol despite it causing problems. Some definitions require evidence of dependence and withdrawal. Problematic use of alcohol has been mentioned in the earliest historical records. The World He ...
. Each song represents a certain number of the
Twelve Steps
Twelve-step programs are international mutual aid programs supporting recovery from substance addictions, behavioral addictions and compulsions. Developed in the 1930s, the first twelve-step program, Alcoholics Anonymous (AA), founded by Bill ...
. Various lyrical and musical themes run through the Suite. It was written by the band with the intention of eventually playing it live as one piece.
Background

By the end of
Dream Theater
Dream Theater is an American progressive metal band formed in 1985 in Boston, Massachusetts. The band comprises John Petrucci (guitar), John Myung (bass), Mike Portnoy (drums), James LaBrie (vocals) and Jordan Rudess (keyboards).
Dream Theat ...
's tour to promote their 1999 studio album, ''
Metropolis Pt. 2: Scenes from a Memory'',
Mike Portnoy
Michael Stephen Portnoy (born April 20, 1967) is an American musician who is primarily known as the drummer, backing vocalist, and co-founder of the progressive metal band Dream Theater.
In September 2010, Portnoy announced his departure fro ...
considered his
alcoholism
Alcoholism is the continued drinking of alcohol despite it causing problems. Some definitions require evidence of dependence and withdrawal. Problematic use of alcohol has been mentioned in the earliest historical records. The World He ...
and
drug abuse
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to have gone out of control:
Portnoy went through periods of using other drugs, including
marijuana
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,
prescription drug
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s, and
cocaine
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, though he considered alcohol to be his "drug of choice".
Bandmate
James LaBrie
Kevin James LaBrie (born May 5, 1963) is a Canadian singer, best known as the lead singer of the American progressive metal band Dream Theater, which he has been fronting since 1991.
Early life
Kevin James LaBrie was born in Penetanguishene, ...
noted that Portnoy was "drinking like a fish";
his drinking had become a source of tension within the band.
Portnoy consumed his final alcoholic drink on April 20, 2000 (his thirty-third birthday) after the final show on Dream Theater's ''Scenes from a Memory'' tour. He found the
Alcoholics Anonymous
Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) is a global, peer-led Mutual aid, mutual-aid fellowship focused on an abstinence-based recovery model from alcoholism through its spiritually inclined twelve-step program. AA's Twelve Traditions, besides emphasizing anon ...
twelve-step program
Twelve-step programs are international mutual aid programs supporting recovery from substance addictions, behavioral addictions and compulsions. Developed in the 1930s, the first twelve-step program, Alcoholics Anonymous (AA), founded by B ...
(which he considers to have "saved his life"),
and made it a priority to attend meetings while touring.
Portnoy's struggle with alcohol was previously the subject of "The Mirror", a song from Dream Theater's 1994 album ''
Awake
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Being awake is the opposite of being asleep, in which ...
''. After he stopped drinking, Portnoy decided to write a suite of tracks describing the twelve-step program which would span several albums. He views the Suite as a
concept album
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spread over five releases. Portnoy started with an initial lyrical idea for the entire Suite, but musically the band "approached it fresh" when writing each track.
The Suite was planned as something which would eventually be performed live in its entirety.
All songs are dedicated to "
Bill W. and his friends".
Portnoy described the process of writing the tracks as "very therapeutic".
Upon finishing the Suite in 2009, however, he reflected that he had "dug
imselfinto a hole with it. It was a nice idea seven years ago. ... After a while it became like an obligation hanging over my head, like a homework assignment".
He said that he "didn't know if
ewould have done it"
had he known how large the Suite would grow: "If I had realized what I was getting myself into five albums ago ... I think maybe I would have written one song that encompassed all twelve steps".
Before leaving Dream Theater in 2010, Portnoy had planned to play the Twelve-step Suite in its entirety following the ''Black Clouds & Silver Linings'' tour. He intentionally reserved "The Shattered Fortress" for this tour. He said that it would "break his heart" if Dream Theater was to perform the Suite without him.
[ In May 2014, during an interview for ]Eddie Trunk
Edward Scott Trunk (born August 8, 1964) is an American music historian, radio personality, talk show host, and author, best known as the host of several hard rock- and heavy metal-themed radio and television shows.
Biography
Trunk was born o ...
’s "Trunk Nation", Portnoy commented on the outcome of American heavy metal band Queensrÿche
Queensrÿche () is an American progressive metal band. It formed in 1982 in Bellevue, Washington, out of the local band the Mob. The band has released 16 studio albums, one Extended play, EP, and several DVDs, and continues to tour and record ...
’s feud (which resulted in the band's ex-vocalist Geoff Tate
Geoff Tate (born Jeffrey Wayne Tate, January 14, 1959; he later changed his first name to Geoffery or Geoffrey) (Pp. 11, 48). is an American singer and songwriter. He rose to fame with the progressive metal band Queensrÿche, who had commercial ...
retaining the rights to the albums '' Operation: Mindcrime'' and '' Operation: Mindcrime II'') and said that he would like to have done the same with his Suite when leaving Dream Theater.
Later Portnoy toured with musicians from Haken, playing the suite in its entirety.
Songs
"The Glass Prison"
"The Glass Prison" contains the first three parts of the Suite ("Reflection", "Restoration", and "Revelation"). It is the first track on 2002's ''Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence
''Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence'' is the sixth studio album by American progressive metal band Dream Theater, released as a double-disc album on January 29, 2002, through Elektra Records. It is the first full-length Dream Theater album to fe ...
'' and is the longest track of the "Twelve-step Suite". Rich Wilson (author of Dream Theater's official biography, '' Lifting Shadows'') describes the track as a "clattering mass of riffs and shredding that finds Dream Theater at their most grinding". The weekend before entering the studio to start work on ''Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence'', John Petrucci
John Peter Petrucci (born July 12, 1967) is an American guitarist, best known as a founding member of the progressive metal band Dream Theater. He produced or co-produced (often with Mike Portnoy before Portnoy's absence from the band 2010-2023 ...
and Portnoy saw Pantera
Pantera () is an American Heavy metal music, heavy metal band formed in Arlington, Texas in 1981 by the Abbott brothers (guitarist Dimebag Darrell and drummer Vinnie Paul), and currently composed of vocalist Phil Anselmo, bassist Rex Brown, an ...
perform at the Hammerstein Ballroom
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, New York City
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. This provided a great influence on the band. Portnoy described the track as musically "this total Pantera-meets-Megadeth
Megadeth is an American thrash metal band formed in Los Angeles in 1983 by vocalist and guitarist Dave Mustaine. Known for their technically complex guitar work and musicianship, Megadeth is one of the "big four" of American thrash metal—alo ...
, relentless ball of energy".
"This Dying Soul"
"This Dying Soul" features parts four and five of the Suite ("Reflections of Reality (Revisited)" and "Release"). It is the second track on 2003's ''Train of Thought
The train of thought or track of thought refers to the interconnection in the sequence of ideas expressed during a connected discourse or thought, as well as the sequence itself, especially in discussion how this sequence leads from one idea to ...
''. Wilson describes the track as a lyrical and musical continuation of "The Glass Prison".
The song also contains some lyrical references to the band's song " The Mirror", most notably the opening lines, "Hello mirror/so glad to see you my friend/it's been a while". The lyric also references their song "Regression
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* ''Regression'' (magazine), an Australian punk rock fanzine (1982–1984)
* ...
", which includes the lyric "Hello Victoria, so glad to see you, my friend". Also, the first section's title, "Reflections of Reality (Revisited)", references the line "Reflections of reality are slowly coming into view". The line "Now it's time to stare the problem right between the eyes" is similar to the line from "The Mirror", "Let's stare the problem right in the eye". The second section ("Release") of this song opens with the same riff as the second part ("Restoration") of "The Glass Prison".
"The Root of All Evil"
"The Root of All Evil" consists of parts six and seven of the Suite ("Ready" and "Remove"). It is the opening track on 2005's ''Octavarium
''Octavarium'' is the eighth studio album by American progressive metal band Dream Theater. Released on June 7, 2005, it was the band's final release with Atlantic Records. Recorded between September 2004 and February 2005, it was the last alb ...
'' and the shortest track in the Suite. Portnoy considers it to be "an archetypal Dream Theater track, tidily mixing heavy riffs with some progressive moments".
"Repentance"
"Repentance" features parts eight and nine of the Suite ("Regret" and "Restitution"). It is the fifth track on 2007's ''Systematic Chaos
''Systematic Chaos'' is the ninth studio album by American progressive metal band Dream Theater. Released on June 4, 2007 in the United Kingdom and June 5, 2007 in the United States, ''Systematic Chaos'' was the band's first release through ...
''. By this stage, Portnoy had been sober for seven years. Portnoy stated that it was intentionally conceived as "a bit more of a breather", as the previous songs in the Suite had been "so aggressive and bombastic". He said that of all the tracks on ''Systematic Chaos'', he was particularly proud of "Repentance" because it was "a moody, dark song, hypnotic, psychedelic ... something that we’ve never done before". He described "Restitution" as having a "spacey, Pink Floyd
Pink Floyd are an English Rock music, rock band formed in London in 1965. Gaining an early following as one of the first British psychedelic music, psychedelic groups, they were distinguished by their extended compositions, sonic experiments ...
feel". James LaBrie
Kevin James LaBrie (born May 5, 1963) is a Canadian singer, best known as the lead singer of the American progressive metal band Dream Theater, which he has been fronting since 1991.
Early life
Kevin James LaBrie was born in Penetanguishene, ...
considered the challenge of "being able to really convey that message, but with the proper character" on "Repentance" to be the hardest part of his performance on ''Systematic Chaos'': "I wanted it to come off sounding very somber, very serious, very ... not cold, but a somber approach, you know".
Portnoy described the ninth part of the Suite, "Restitution", as being "all about making amends to people you’ve harmed". When writing it, he did not want to write about his own personal life as it would have made the song "too specific" to himself, wanting to make the lyrics more general. He instead asked friends of the band to contribute spoken word apologies. Steve Hogarth
Steve Hogarth (born Ronald Stephen Hoggarth, 14 May 1956), also known as "h", is an English musician. Since 1989, he has been the lead singer of the rock band Marillion, for which he also performs additional keyboards and guitar. Hogarth was f ...
, Steven Wilson
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, Steve Vai
Steven Siro Vai ( ; born June 6, 1960) is an American guitarist, songwriter, and producer. A three-time Grammy Award winner and fifteen-time nominee, Vai started his music career in 1978 at the age of eighteen as a Transcription (music), transc ...
, Joe Satriani
Joseph Satriani (born July 15, 1956)Prato, Greg"Joe Satriani – Music Biography, Credits and Discography". ''AllMusic''. Rovi Corporation. Retrieved May 28, 2014. is an American rock music, rock guitarist, composer, and songwriter. Early in hi ...
, Mikael Åkerfeldt
Lars Mikael Åkerfeldt (; born 17 April 1974)[Mikael Åkerfeldt](_blank)
, Op ...
, Corey Taylor
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, Daniel Gildenlöw
Daniel Gildenlöw (born 5 June 1973) is a Swedish musician and songwriter. He is best known as a multi-instrumentalist and vocalist for the progressive rock band Pain of Salvation. In the band, he is the main songwriter, lead singer, guitarist, p ...
, Neal Morse
Neal Morse (born August 2, 1960) is an American singer, musician and composer based in Nashville, Tennessee. In 1992, he formed the progressive rock band Spock's Beard with his brother Alan and released an album which was moderately successful ...
, David Ellefson
David Ellefson is an American musician, best known for his long tenure as the bassist and backing vocalist for thrash metal band Megadeth across two stints.
Ellefson initially became an accomplished bassist and honed his songwriting skills whi ...
, and Chris Jericho
Christopher Keith Irvine (born November 9, 1970), better known by the ring name Chris Jericho, is an American-Canadian professional wrestler, rock musician, and actor. As a wrestler, he has been signed to All Elite Wrestling (AEW) , where he ...
all contributed apologies which featured in the final track, while Jon Anderson
Jon Anderson (born John Roy Anderson, 25 October 1944) is a British, and latterly American, singer, songwriter and musician, best known as the former lead singer of the progressive rock band Yes (band), Yes, which he formed in 1968 with bassis ...
delivered a "melodic mantra". Portnoy was disappointed that Dave Mustaine
David Scott Mustaine (born September 13, 1961) is an American musician. He is best known as the co-founder, frontman, primary songwriter and sole consistent member of the thrash metal band Megadeth and for his time as the lead guitarist of Met ...
, Geoff Tate
Geoff Tate (born Jeffrey Wayne Tate, January 14, 1959; he later changed his first name to Geoffery or Geoffrey) (Pp. 11, 48). is an American singer and songwriter. He rose to fame with the progressive metal band Queensrÿche, who had commercial ...
, Bruce Dickinson
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and James Hetfield
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declined his invitation, but was pleased with the final list of contributors.
"The Shattered Fortress"
"The Shattered Fortress" concludes the Suite, featuring the last three parts ("Restraint", "Receive", "Responsible"). It is the fourth track on 2009's ''Black Clouds & Silver Linings
''Black Clouds & Silver Linings'' is the tenth studio album by American progressive metal band Dream Theater, released on June 23, 2009 through Roadrunner Records. It was the last album to feature drummer and founding member Mike Portnoy until h ...
''. Portnoy considers the track as the Suite's "grand finale" and "knew it would really be made up of all the musical and lyrical references from the past, and bring them all together to wrap it all up". Before starting to write the track, the band listened to all four of the previous tracks in the Suite, making notes on the progressions of the parts and the melodies they wanted to reprise.
Track listing
Personnel
Dream Theater
*James LaBrie
Kevin James LaBrie (born May 5, 1963) is a Canadian singer, best known as the lead singer of the American progressive metal band Dream Theater, which he has been fronting since 1991.
Early life
Kevin James LaBrie was born in Penetanguishene, ...
– lead vocals
*John Myung
John Ro Myung ( ; born January 24, 1967) is an American bassist and a founding member of the progressive metal band Dream Theater.
Background and personal life
Born in Chicago to South Korean parents, Myung grew up with John Petrucci on Lon ...
– bass
*John Petrucci
John Peter Petrucci (born July 12, 1967) is an American guitarist, best known as a founding member of the progressive metal band Dream Theater. He produced or co-produced (often with Mike Portnoy before Portnoy's absence from the band 2010-2023 ...
– guitar, backing vocals, producer
*Mike Portnoy
Michael Stephen Portnoy (born April 20, 1967) is an American musician who is primarily known as the drummer, backing vocalist, and co-founder of the progressive metal band Dream Theater.
In September 2010, Portnoy announced his departure fro ...
– drums, backing vocals, co-lead vocals, spoken word
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on "Repentance" and "The Shattered Fortress", producer
*Jordan Rudess
Jordan Rudess (born Jordan Charles Rudes; November 4, 1956) is an American keyboardist, composer, and software developer, best known as a member of the progressive metal band Dream Theater and the supergroup Liquid Tension Experiment.
Early lif ...
– keyboards
Guest spoken words on "Repentance"
*Corey Taylor
Corey Todd Taylor (born December 8, 1973) is an American musician, songwriter, author and actor. He is the lead vocalist of the heavy metal band Slipknot (band), Slipknot, in which he is designated #8, as well as the lead vocalist, guitarist, ly ...
*Steve Vai
Steven Siro Vai ( ; born June 6, 1960) is an American guitarist, songwriter, and producer. A three-time Grammy Award winner and fifteen-time nominee, Vai started his music career in 1978 at the age of eighteen as a Transcription (music), transc ...
*Chris Jericho
Christopher Keith Irvine (born November 9, 1970), better known by the ring name Chris Jericho, is an American-Canadian professional wrestler, rock musician, and actor. As a wrestler, he has been signed to All Elite Wrestling (AEW) , where he ...
*David Ellefson
David Ellefson is an American musician, best known for his long tenure as the bassist and backing vocalist for thrash metal band Megadeth across two stints.
Ellefson initially became an accomplished bassist and honed his songwriting skills whi ...
*Daniel Gildenlöw
Daniel Gildenlöw (born 5 June 1973) is a Swedish musician and songwriter. He is best known as a multi-instrumentalist and vocalist for the progressive rock band Pain of Salvation. In the band, he is the main songwriter, lead singer, guitarist, p ...
*Steve Hogarth
Steve Hogarth (born Ronald Stephen Hoggarth, 14 May 1956), also known as "h", is an English musician. Since 1989, he has been the lead singer of the rock band Marillion, for which he also performs additional keyboards and guitar. Hogarth was f ...
*Joe Satriani
Joseph Satriani (born July 15, 1956)Prato, Greg"Joe Satriani – Music Biography, Credits and Discography". ''AllMusic''. Rovi Corporation. Retrieved May 28, 2014. is an American rock music, rock guitarist, composer, and songwriter. Early in hi ...
*Mikael Åkerfeldt
Lars Mikael Åkerfeldt (; born 17 April 1974)[Mikael Åkerfeldt](_blank)
, Op ...
*Steven Wilson
Steven John Wilson (born 3 November 1967) is an English musician. He is the founder, guitarist, lead vocalist, and songwriter of the rock band Porcupine Tree, as well as being a member of several other bands, including Blackfield, Storm Corrosi ...
*Jon Anderson
Jon Anderson (born John Roy Anderson, 25 October 1944) is a British, and latterly American, singer, songwriter and musician, best known as the former lead singer of the progressive rock band Yes (band), Yes, which he formed in 1968 with bassis ...
*Neal Morse
Neal Morse (born August 2, 1960) is an American singer, musician and composer based in Nashville, Tennessee. In 1992, he formed the progressive rock band Spock's Beard with his brother Alan and released an album which was moderately successful ...
Production
*Doug Oberkircher – engineer
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* Paul Northfield
Paul Northfield is a prolific British record producer and sound engineer, who has worked on albums by bands such as Dream Theater, Queensrÿche, Rush, Porcupine Tree and Suicidal Tendencies.
Northfield worked at Advision Studio, London from 1 ...
– engineer
References
Bibliography
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