"@ My Worst" (stylized in all lowercase) is a song by American singer Blackbear. It was released through Beartrap, Alamo, and

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on August 6, 2021 as the second single from his seventh EP ''

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''.

Background and composition

"@ My Worst" was written and produced by Blackbear and

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. It was previewed in an

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story and a

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video posted in the EP's lead up. The song describes Blackbear hoping for his lover to still love them even when at his worst moments.

Music video

The music video for "@ My Worst" premiered on August 6, 2021 and was directed by Brent Campanelli. The video features Blackbear performing and wandering a house party while a woman dressed as the

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haunts him.

Personnel

Credits for "@ My Worst" adapted from

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– lead vocals *Blake Straus – guitar *Kaela – keyboards *Bonnie Brooksbank – violin *Emily Elkin – cello *Harry Allen – drums Production *Blackbear – production, recording engineering *

– production, recording engineering *Alex Ghenea – mixing *Dave Kutch – mastering

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References

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